I like poems. But, I don’t know how to express my feelings in a poetic manner. I don’t know about rhythm. All I believe is “when you earnestly express something straight from your heart, it’s magical”. So, here I am sharing my inner feelings with you. 🙂
Earlier I was naive in this domain. All I wanted was a “loving” girl. A girl who loves me. A girl who cares for me. Average looking with a kind heart that was my bar. It’s not that I am selfish. I would have sacrificed my everything for her. I would have loved her so much. So, this was my small aspiration.
But after my bitter experience, now I just dream of a girl who stays by my side till this ephemeral life ends. I don’t need any other quality, now. Beauty is now vague for me. Intelligence and talents are now futile. I learnt from my experience that all you need someone who is there with you, no matter what. The one whom you can call “mine”. I have seen beautiful faces, mature people leaving in a blink of eye. People who promise big but render nothing.
I agree that this life is uncertain. We don’t know about what happens next moment. But, I need you till we collapse. I will be there for you. I don’t need anything now. Just be on my side. You will be my world, my sunshine, my everything. You may not be the most beautiful or intelligent being out there but that doesn’t has any relation for my love for you. I will not impose myself on you. You will be free, I promise. I promise you freedom, love, care and support till my last breath. You just need to “stay”.
I need a girl who is deeply hurt. I want to give solace to your soul in every way possible. I know what it feels like to be hurt. I know you would understand me better. We can be panacea for each other. I am selfish in a way that I don’t want you to go away from me. I am childish in a way that I need you to stay with me till my last breath. I am not “modern”. I am a simple boy. I need a simple life with a cute wife who will be always by my side hehehe I tried rhyming.
At last, I would rest my words by saying,
“Mujhe teri panahein milein…Rehne ko teri baahein milein..Jana hai kahan…….tere siwa”